Well I went to bed at about 10:30 last night. I woke up at 8:30am took some more Ibuprofen, went to the restroom and went back to bed. The next time I woke up it was 1:15 in the afternoon. Wow almost fifteen hours of straight sleep. I thought great only half the day and all my shakes. The reality has been that today has been sooooo difficult. I think getting behind on my eating schedule made the hunger back up a bit.
I have been having a shake every couple of hours, but really having withdrawals. I am feeling like - why am I doing this. I could just cut back. Things weren't that bad. I am so frustrated that I know what I can do to feel better...it is so easy...make a trip to get my favorite food, a large Diet Coke and some ice cream. I would feel like a million bucks for about an hour. Then reality would set in.
I just took a shower and we are going to see a movie. We picked a comedy...hope laughter will help. I am taking even more Ibuprofen as the headache is still there.
I am really worried about tomorrow. I have so much work to do (from home) and no one will be home. I think I might park my car across the street and work in it. My cordless phone works from there....I don't know...to much to think about right now.
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