It is Friday night and I just got home from two different parties. I was very nervous about my ability to make it through. Dayna and I had an agreement that if I stated I had to go....no questions asked we were out of there. This gave me the freedom to relax knowing that I was in control of our time there.
Well I did not have to leave either one early and to top it off I had a great time! I really made it a point to not look at the food or get near it. I know if I would have taken a few seconds to see what was available I would not have been able to stop thinking about it. Even typing about it is making me have a twinge of difficulty. So enough about that...
Today was my first day and I have been successful. This is the beginning of rebuilding the trust with myself that I have broken millions of times. Broken promises of change that never happened. Step by step I am going to restore my integrity with myself. Something I lost a long time ago concerning weight.
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